Remember who loved you no matter how fucked up in the head you were.
Does anyone else feel really guilty when they start talking about their own feelings and then immediately regret saying anything because you just feel so annoying and pathetic and ugh
This is really imporant
You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.
I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.
if they rid you of your sadness completely, never let them go. Just make sure you’re not becoming theirs
It’s easy to love someone when they’re happy. What’s hard is loving someone when they’re crying on the bathroom floor at 2am because everything came crashing down at once.
that you could
for people too.
And the more deeply I felt
the less able I was to respond.